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Currently on loop: Fergie - Big girls don't cry

Yosh~~! It's finally the weekend!! I just want to sit and play Bioshock all weekend, but my mom has planned out my whole saturday for me so that i won't be home all day and of course my teachers are loading up on HW. Ergh that's what i get for being an IB student. Tennis is also extremely draining physically and mentally for me so i basically don't have time to just read fanfics like i used to or play video games . On the bright side my b-day is coming up next thursday so party planning will go under way after that since i always have my partires like a month after my real birthday.

Expect a new layout within the next two weeks since this one is getting a little old. I have no idea what anime or whatever the layout is going to be so you'll just have to be suprised .

I currently have Fergie's Big girls don't cry stuck in my head. It's proven a distraction since i'd just be sitting in class and in the middle of my train of thought the song just comes up in my head. My sister thinks it's weird how i have an American song in my head since all i listen to is asian music, but Fergie is like the only American artist that i really love and i have no idea why. I remember Lady Hanaka inserted the song in one of her chapters for Shades of Grey and it was in my head then too, but the obsession is back.

I need to take some pics for my IB senior page so i'll probably be going to take studio pics and acting like a camwhore . I'll post some pics so all of you can see just how ugly i am .

I haven't read the new chapter for Naruto yet, but i will in the next few hours. Last week the chapter upset me a little since it was basically just about Jiraiya and him trying to get interrogate Akatsuki members. I need some action!! At least my Naruto hype is still up so that's good, but hopefully i'll get what i want in the next chapter.

[Naruto fangirling: possible spoilers]

The Naruto manga is C R A Z Y right now !!! I love where it is going and i hope Kishi keeps the momentum up. I was practically screaming like a fangirl through the whole chapter since it got me so excited. The Yondaime-is-Naruto's daddy theory was practically confirmed in the chapter and NOW we know a little about Naruto's mom! When i was reading that whole scene i was crying (probably because of excitement). I was disappointed that Itachi and Sasuke didn't fight, but the info about Naruto's parents made up for it. And DAMN Sasuke looked good!! I think i've been reading too much Ita fanfiction that his image is totally different than what is portrayed in the manga, but he still looked good . I can't believe the inevitable fight between the two brothers is actually going to happen. I don't know what's going to happen, but it's bound to be kickass . Do i sense Naruto ending soon? I really want a dramatic ending with some teary scenes, but i shouldn't expect too much from a shounen manga. Anyway~ anticipation for the next chapter is killing me. It's going to be hard waiting a week

It looks like i've been doing a little too much fangirling, but the manga has just been amazing lately. Bleach is still awesome and D. gray-man i haven't really caught up with yet, but i will once we get a break . I still have to finish Code Geass and Jigoku Shoujo as well start some new anime. I'm fanfiction deprived right now since i try to avoid it during the week since i know once i start i can never stop and -poof- there goes my grades. I have no time anymore !! P L E A S E bring summer back!!

Well in other news, school has obviously started. Blegh. It hasn't been that bad yet, but i know it will be in the coming weeks . But on the bright side, it's my senior year and i'm graduating~! AND in three weeks i'm going to be the big 18!!! Mark it on your calendars guys- Sept 13. I want to have a big debut, but my parents are still debating about it. I have a feeling they're just going to give a lot of money and have a semi-large party for me or i might just get to travel. Next summer we're supposed to be travelling to Japan and wherever since i'm going off to college and it would be a present for graduating. I just want my 18 b-day to be memorable and something me or people will never forget

Don't you just hate it when you can't find anything to where for school? Ever since summer i've started to hate wearing jeans and reagular t-shirts. Most of the stuff i've bought over the summer is more dressier since that's more my style when i'm out of school. I also have quite a few GothiLoli dresses and other Japanese style clothing and since i don't want to wear any of that stuff to school (and if you know what some GothiLoli dresses look like you would understand why i wouldn't where them to school) I'm left with jeans and t-shirts i don't even want to wear. My solution: some cute looking japanese uniforms that aren't for cosplay and that we would't mind wearing everyday. My mom says she'll get them, but she says that since the school doesn't have a uniform it would be weird for us to wear it. I honestly don't care what others are going to say because I really hate looking for clothes for school since it takes me F O R E V E R and i could be using that time for homework which i never get enough time to do anyway.

Ok well i just had to get some of that stuff off my shoulder. Looks like i should blog more so my posts won't be so long . Well it's like 11 and i need my sleep or else i'm going to be bitchy the whole day. Ja~

WARNING: Naruto fangirling (may contain spoilers)

Ok so basically this weekend is like an N O N S T O P, Narutard overload fest. I actually woke up early (@ 7) to watch the start of the series and so did my cousins and siblings. I've seen these episodes probably at least 3 times each, but it's nice to get a refresher since it's probably been almost a year since i've seen some of these epis and i wanna support the fandom  .While the marathon was going on, we had another TV on in the living room and were playing CoN 2 as well so all you could here in the living room were the Naruto dub voices, which annoyed my dad to hell since he thinks the Japanese voices are much better too. The end of the chapter 366 made me S C R E A M. I can't believe wee might actually see the battle (crosses fingers) between the two brothers next week, but i bet Kishi is just teasing us . No one else was in the house except my sis and I since my mom forced everyone to go to the beach (except us cuz i complained like a bitch ) so my sis got freaked out and i was D Y I N G to tell someone about it, but since my poor phone is still dead i couldn't call anyone and AIM was being gay (again) so I had to control myself. Also forced my sis to read the manga since i just wanted to and after just reading 2 chapters she was like "Did we see this already?" and I said "no, but i think it's in episodes 24 and 25" and she starts screaming at me because she just wants to watch the anime. She saids she wants to keep the "initial reaction" intact for the anime, but i mean i still cried when Sasuke left even after knowing it was going to happen and i also cried in the first episode of Shippuuden cuz i saw Sasuke (I just L OV E Sasuke!! I'm sure you all can tell). I just DLed Shippuuden 25 and i was skipping through to see what it was showing (and i was right with what i told my sister) and i skip the opening and i start freaking out like a fangirl because it was a preview for the Shippuuden movie!!! Damn and the ending also showed a preview of the movie as well and coupled with Michi, it made me feel like crying and made me want to watch it even more since i love the bond i saw. Anyone who saw it, Did you see Naruto flip his hair back when it was wet?! It was so effin' S E X Y (and that's not a word i normally associate with Naruto). Shiet but i know i have to wait for like a year for the movie to come out and by then the hype might be gone. My dad and cousins say it might be a dud again since the other 3 were like , but i don't care since (obviously) i'm an obsessed fan and will watch anything Naruto. I just wish that Shippuuden wasn't going so D-A-M-N S-L-O-W. I know that it should be a little slower to some extent to develop the feelings in the audience, but it's too much. It's basically only covering a chapter at a time and it's bothered me since episode 2 (episode 1's opening scene was probably the best part of the series so far). I don't know why i keep watching it (I think it's cuz my siblings need me there to explain things if  they have questions) if it gets on my nerves. I'm PRAYING that it will get better, but i doubt it will for this arc. HOPEFULLY the Sasuke and Sai arc will be a lot better (since i A D OR E that arc). Shiet but i hope the manga meets my expectations next week ( aimed at Kishi if he doesn't deliver)

--end of fangirling/Naruto Shippuuden flaming--

Ergh my mommy keeps coming to and telling me to sleep since school is coming up (in 3 days) and i have to "sleep early", but it's not like i sleep that early anyway during the school year. 11 or 12 is like my normal bedtime since i refuse to stay up for school work. I'll stay up for other things if i have to, but hell no for school. Well i feel somwhat achey from tennis so i better go to bed if i want to get some sleep because my sis is going to wake me up again to watch the Naruto marathon again since she wants to watch the Chuunin exam arc. Don't know why she wants to see ALL those epis since she's seen them already. I mean i'm not watching the WHOLE marathon (that would be Naruto overload) so i'm just watching just a few episodes at a time or the ones i want to see. Even though i hate the dub, it just draws me in for some strange reason. Well bedtime now. Ja~

Ok so i never found my charger so my poor phone has been dead for like 3 days . We're going to get one tomorrow since my daddy is off. Played tennis today for the first time in like 4 days and surpsingly i've been playing a lot better than before. My coach and daddy says that I was probably getting worse and worse because of the mental burden and stress that comes with so many expectations. You win a tournament all of a sudden and soon everybody has such high expectations of you. Being watched by people didn't really hinder my performance in the past, but after being watched by so many scrutinizing eyes at every single match and by other well known coaches in the area, you get really stressed out by it and all the pressure, it gets to be a bit too much i guess . My daddy says that its good i took off for a couple weeks to regain my mental stability do i'm all good now and ready to do more tournaments :does the maito guy pose:. Ha well that's enough emoing about tennis.

So tomorrow i'm going to Gamestop to try to ask teh guys over there to fix my PS2 (since that issue has yet to be resolved) and get the Ultimate Nnja 2 game. My cousin has it, but i want to own it since i hate asking him to let us borrow it. I actually have a copy of the game in Japanese, but since my PS2 broke down while i was modding it, it's useless right now. My dad was like you should try to ask them to see if they know how to mod since he he's sure that at least one of them has modded their own system before. I still can't get over the fact that there was like a 1% chance the mod wouldn't have worked and i was that effin 1% !!! Ok calming down now. I have my avocado shake right now so everything is all good. Well hopefully they can help me with my dilemma.

So who is watching the Naruto marathon tomorrow?! My cousins, siblings, and I are~!! I'm not too fond of the dub version (cringes) but we want to support the fandom and ti's going to be fun trying to wake up at 6 in the morning since we all like wake up at noon . Well i'm off to watch more anime and play vid games so ja~